The Writings of Aiyu

  War Theory "Of the group I spoke of in my earlier posts. This group of conquering, belligerent warriors. What do they need, Yin? You think what they have is true Yang? Cruel, marauding, destruction... That speaks to me only of a strong shell that lacks a proper balance of both energies. A capable shell, a capable species, reduced to ignominy and self-destruction through a bred imbalance in their energies. Taking that imbalance out upon others as a means to appease their pain of need. War. Have you no sympathy for the truly strong who exist in that corrosive culture of violence and regression? To have their own strengths attacked as weaknesses? If their culture is so foolish as to see love as weak, then surely, they exist in a state of perpetual agony and restlessness.   While they do exist at all..."         Essays 

  Love Theory "This will be over most of your heads. Most of you are weak. Most of you are brain-washed by a malevolent society. Most of you will never know the true meaning of the word. But here it is none-the-less. 'Love is the one true god.' Did I get it from Bill Hicks? No. but I agreed with him when he said it. When any of the few enlightened I have heard have said it. Nietzsche: 'Anything done out of love is beyond good and evil.' I will not speak of the hippies. Those are weak minds, utterly dependent on chemicals to gain such temporary and unearned insights. They make a mockery of it with their complacence and slovenliness. And if you think your piddling religion is on to this fact because they had to wrap their slave-dogma in something nice...you're wrong. This force is far and above most of your heads, most of your minds, reduced to shitty day-time movies and cut-out hearts. Fluffy pink shapes and overly wrapped chocolates. This is what you think of...

  Chaos Theory "Chaos is a force few people can easily fathom. It is the anti-life, it is the destroyer, it is everything in our world which is not pure and true. And much of our world is chaos. To truly understand chaos, you must picture the ultimate pain, the ultimate death, the ultimate force which corrodes life itself. All of the world, all of the universe, is an interplay between chaos and order. And the order, as we call it, is love. So, love and chaos, two forces battling for supremacy in the infinite universe, is the experience we call life. Everything in this world is chaos, except to which love has given order.    We are chaos. But the order in our life, our minds, the symmetry of our bodies, our thoughts, our feelings, everything we are, is a boon of the force called love. Without love, this universe would sink into an unfathomable chaos, worse than death or the worst pain, from which there would be no escape.    And the interplay continues. In our wo...